The funny thing is I actually completely forgot about this blog, as in I didn't know it still existed. Back in the day I used to write a lot, on differnet platforms and social media. Some of those places are long gone. I'm MySpace era blogger, all the content I had on it is long gone too. Blogging in general went down as everyone turned into Instagram/TikTok influcencers and what not. Anyway, about two months ago I was browsing on the internet and checking various writing platforms when Blogger poped up. I clicked on it and saw my profile. It was a pleasant and unexpected surprise that all my journal type of writing is still here. I'm still logged in after 12 years or so...Reading all my entry posts reminded me of so many things that have not crossed my mind in years, memories long forgotten were triggered, some moments I'm still having difficutly recollecting even though I wrote about it.
There is one thing that came to my mind after reading my past 'passionate' writing about life and that is I was exhausting hahahaha. I really was. But then again when you're in your 20s you are overly energetic, loud, opinionated, your moods are up and down, you're super passionate yet somewhat depressed, the list goes on and on. At least that is what I was.
In those days I wrote because I enjoyed it and that was the best way to express myself. It wasn't about getting likes or attention. I never had many followers on this platform, it was couple of my friends and casual readers passing by.
However, my old Tumblr account is still going strong and gaining followers which is not something I expected but I'm happy about it. One of my regular readers on here is now former best friend, there is so much on this blogspot of mine that my mind has chosen to forget and now I'm reminded of it in a nostalgic but sweet kind of way.
Things have changed a lot and not necessarily for good since my last post on here. My life definitely didn't go the way I have planned. I can't say if my past self would be proud of my current self.
I'm debating if I should continue with my stories and my obsession with music world and art in general. That is one constant thing in my life which still makes me happy.
For example, last week I decided to finally watch Daisy Jones & The Six tv show on Prime. Yes, it took me a year to finally sit and watch it and after 4 episodes I got hooked. What is the most surprising fact is the soundtrack really got me and I've been listening to it every day now.
I think my next post will be about it.
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