when you stop amusing maybe you could start creating

And here's my new picture that I took two days ago....looks kind of artsy don't you think:-))

I saddly have to say that in a very long time I didn't have a good, long, meaningful, inspiring, challenging conversation with any human being on this planet. Where is this planet going to I wonder. It's not just the lack of good conversation but the lack of listening too.

When it comes to other parts of my life, not including being a true loner and making people kind of uncomfortable around me (lol), my day job takes most of my time. I've got so many projects that I'm responsible for and they keep coming. I don't even know where's my head and all that in 3 weeks of working there and working on things that I never dealt with before...Now you have to admire that indeed no matter what...:D.....
Guy that I work with, lets call him Mr. A, gives me things that he doesn't want to deal with. Mr. A is my age so it's obvious that he prefers to wonder around rather then to finish things.....and luckily I have a good boss, lets call him Mr. M, who said to others not to give me so much stuff to work on because it may be too much and way too stressful for me being new there....Yes, my boss is one heck of a guy and he's really not just good on eyes;-) but very fair and professional....Then another guy, I'll call him data entry guy, is very nice. He asked if he could call me by my full name instead of my nickname because he thinks my name is cool, awwww.....He always asks me how I'm doing, and today when I dropped off some envelopes for him he gave me a call (mind you we're working in the same room lol)...to say -thanx!-......lol....but he was standing and I stood too so we were laughing and talking over the phone while looking over the little wall that seperates us...LOL...
Anyway new people are coming and we'll have a new guy who'll be coming to work too...By the way there's still more females than males at my work lol.....

On my break I always walk to Tim Hortons to get myself a coffee and to be on my own, mainly becuase I spend 8 hours around pepole every day and it makes me crazy if I don't get my own time at least for 30 min. So yesterday I was standing in the line to get myself a coffee (I offered to get one for a nice receptionist lady at work too) and then there was a nice guy who offered to buy me a coffee and I had to refuse few times that he would finally gave up when I said he can buy me coffee next time lol.....People can be very nice sometimes indeed....But mostly I feel awkward around people....not all people...a girl that works across my desk is very cool person and I don't mind hangin out with her...It's just that when I meet new people I get the vibe in that first second if I'm gonna be relaxed around them or not....

When I'm not working I'm thinking about music....And I may be working with few musicians again...that would be nice.....Tonight though I'll relax, wash my hair, listen to music, read some music related articles, watch TV, and just get some break....and think about making music my full time job....writing would be preferable because that's what I need the most.... gosh I said this 1000s times...:-))
That's a life.....