Thursday, September 21, 2006

I don't know which way I should go

I can now for sure say that Bernard Fanning is the best songwriter that I came across in my life. I have such deep admiration for him. Honestly, if I ever meet that man face to face I will freeze...lol.......

Anyway, I don't feel so great and I don't mean that in a sense that I'm sick. What I mean to say is that there's something missing in my life....I don't even know what....I guess it's just me then....hehehe.

My coworker made an interesting point today while we were on our lunch break. As some of you know winter and rain tend to make me a little depressed (lol funny but true) so my coworker said that on Jupiter there was a storm that lasted 340 years and how I should not get all upset with winter that lasts only few months...LOL...Now that is supposed to make me feel better I guess.

My explanation given about this, me getting depressed here and there, would be that I'm aware of everything around me which from time to time can make me feel miserable. In general I wish I'm not so aware of every single thing that is happening on this planet Earth.


P.S. Now read bellow...

Written by Nick from Franz Ferdinand who went to play in Croatia and Serbia and he tried sljivovica LOL _

07 07 06
"Croatia, Serbia, Poland here we are. What a treat. How great to see it in full bloom. The countryside, the people the culture. Even the Sauerkraut's not bad. Can't believe i've decided to take some time off drinking with all this slivovitz. This is summer: Went swimming in the canal in Zurich, went walking on the banks of the danube, got red in a field in Luxembourg, got soaked in a field in Luxembourg, had fresh fish in Zagreb, beer in St. Gallen, pudding in Gdansk. looks like autumn at home in Glasgow. Best time anyway. When the air is crytal clear and the days are still long. PS just played Exit festival in Novi Sad. i recommend it highly to anyone. It's unbelievably great. all the best. Nick...."

Dee

6 comments:

Miki said...

I don't know Dee...i just think that you shouldn't be so shook by things happening around you. I know it's not pretty but what can you do...Life is what you make it - they say...so i wonder if we spend too much time wondering about world problems and being miserable about it, our own life will pass us by.
Yesterday here comes this chirpy guy into the office (he delivers parts) and he goes you know i lost both parents within two years, wife and a daughter (killed by a drunk driver;she was 23) and he goes BUT do you see me miserable. I said of course not. He's like why do you think that is? I said because you can't change some things for ex. you can't bring someone back so why beat yourself about it. He said that's exactly it. He said life goes on, it's hard but life is what you make it and i'm not going to feel sorry for myself. Makes you think doesn't it?

Anonymous said...

Dee said....

I'm not miserable because of what is happening in the world...I mean I accepted that this world went to hell...The thing that makes me uneasy is me...I simply can't make things happen...I don't know how or when....Maybe this place is too big for me...Most of you close friends live far away...it gets lonely....I don't like being at home on Saturdays but sometimes I simply have no option...and no matter what I still can't find the way to change some things in my life...it's so fucking difficult....so fucking frustrating....

Miki said...

I'm lonely here too. I have no one here either. I know it sucks but one day you'll get yourself a nice car and you'll be able to go wherever you want whenever you want.
I guess there's too many choices you can make here in this country, as far as a profession goes, and i think all the confusion about not knowing what to do with life comes from that.
If you had limited options you would be happier because it'd be easy to choose when you don't have to many choices.
In your case you have chosen what you want to do and now you have to find someone who's already doing it and ask them how they did it. Did they go to school? Did they do this or that...there has to be a way of finding out some of those things that can help you go in the right direction. That way you won't lose too much time going around in a circle.
What about Diane? How come she's not much help? After all you've done for her?

Anonymous said...

Dee said...

Ah never mind lets change this subject....It's for sure not something that everyone here would read..lol...

Cmoka!!

Anonymous said...

Dee said...

Ah never mind lets change this subject....It's for sure not something that everyone here should read..lol...

Cmoka!!

Miki said...

Well then when i see you again you can tell me all of it! And you make sure you talk lady! HOW DARE YOU KEEP SECRETS FROM ME! EVIL WOMAN! :PPP