Monday, April 03, 2006

Inner Hell


Now if you wonder who is this hot creature on this photo well let me enlighten you :P....lol....His name if Bradley aka Exit to Nowhere band. For now he's a one man band, very good one indeed. The moment I heard one of his songs I liked it very much and wanted to hook him up (and other guys who were playing with him) with Skylar Ent. but for the time being that's not one of his plans yet. Well whatever it is I for sure would love to have his band as one of our clients. I get all excited every time I hear some new stuff and then I want whole world to know about it and Exit to Nowhere is one of those bands. Influences coming from synth pop, hard rock, industrial, new wave, and electronica makes this band quiet unique. I mean Canada alone is not really known for industrial music and there are not many bands, if at all, that you could say are amazing. Industrial music is the strongest in Europe and then States so hearing Exit to Nowhere making one of those original sounds and mixing it with industrial is really something that people should know about. If Bradley continues making this wicked music Exit to Nowhere may be one of those bands that will put Canada's Industrial/Progressive/
Rock music scene on the map . Lets hope Exit to Nowhere will be the first one to make it happen, but be patient.

Now back to me:-)....My state of mind is f*cked up these days. I can't seem to relax. I'm not patient. People are going on my nerves. I'm unmotivated and simply not inspired. This is hell. Inner hell of mine and I don't know what to do.

I'm so stressed out this is hilarious. I wonder how the first day of my job will look like. Will they say I suck...I wouldn't be suprised if I do lol....My ulcer is waking up again....

You know what I really want?

I want to travel, especially go on a tour with the band that I like considering me being addicted to this whole music thing in my life. Not as a groupie!! I was never one of those whose main thing is to get so called rock star. That's not it....It's the whole process of making music and living that life that attracts me and considering that I'm trying to be part of that industry it all makes sense right? :D....I wanna have fun while doing my job which will not happen with the one that I'm starting tomorrow...Gosh, this chaos in my head....

I just wrote a little song here and clicked paste instead of copy and I lost it all ...well there you go nothing is going my way...

4 comments:

Miki said...

Sorry about the song...I'm sure - again - all this is just a passing phase and you'll be your old self soon. I feel pretty weird myself for different reasons though.
Big hugs, M

D said...

I know...we both are feeling down for our own reasons but it always happens at the same time to both of us...We're twins indeed....by heart:-)

Miki said...

Yes isn't that weird. Always at the same time. I guess it's easier when you can relate to someone about certain things in life.
I hope your work gets better today!I have lots of things to do today and i feel lazy a bit...lol
Cmoka pa-pa :)

D said...

Oh my your life will just get exciting ;-)))...I still can't believe it...oh man...will I ever be a grown up...LOL..there are small chances for that indeed...

*hugs & kisses*