Sunday, April 02, 2006

Music is my whore - is that overused?


I'm just wondering how long will this addiction of mine called Panic! At the Disco last...lol. I mean I'm so excited every time I have to go and play that CD. It's such a wicked thing.

Right now I would like to be able to describe how I feel these days but I can't because it's weird. I'm in general very restless and unmotivated. My moods are quite annoying to me and yet I'm not depressed. I just need some good change in my life I guess.

I was riding my bike today and it was lots of fun, my muscles were on fire but it was such a good feeling to be biking again. However, the road that I was riding on was short so my joy was short lasted. Right now there are no good roads near me that I'm aware of. I have to wait for a warmer days though because today was windy and cold-ish.

Plus everyone around me goes on my nerves.....Gosh what's wrong with me!!!!!!!

The only music that I'm listening to these days are of course Panic! At the Disco, then Dearly Beloved - Rob Higgins, Braintoy and their wicked EP, Murder City Sparrows (but only what I can hear on MySpace) - their singer said they should be coming to Toronto in June and I hope by that time to get their CD, Clifton David of course is on my waiting list too, and I guess that's all for now. Everything else that I hear around me including radio and TV doesn't impress me.

Today I finished the bio that I was writing and then I bothered my head with - 'did I do it well?', 'will my boss be disappointed with it?', 'is work that I'm doing good enough?' and bunch of other things...I mean things that I'm not payed for and yet I worry too much about my performance at work. I don't even have to tell you how I feel about this new job that I'm starting this Tuesday.

And my horoscope said:' Treat today as if it's an arrival at an exciting new destination -- go exploring.'

Yeah right! I can't stand myself let alone this day....ufff.....and yet I don't have a good enough reason but me being pain in the ass.

3 comments:

Miki said...

It just a passing phase. After work today you are going to feel much better. As for Skylar if your boss doesn't like the bio she can pay someone to do it. I mean you put so much effort into it and you're not even paid for it, so why do you stress so much. I'm sure it sounds good. Send it to me!!!
Cmoka pa-pa :)

D said...

Oh no my boss from Skylar is great it's just me always being some kind of a perfecionist so I always worry if I did good job or not. It's certain artists that confuse the whole thing and then we end up re-writing the whole thing and stuff in order to make those people happy....all in all music is the only thing that makes me happy....too bad I can't say the same thing for my full time day job....:D

Miki said...

If you only knew how many people do the jobs they hate. I think it's more obvious in this society than anywhere else. It's like 9-5 hole you can't dig yourself out of, but since that's how people mostly live we should humbly join them. LOL

So when am i getting a copy of that bio?????
Don't be skrtica!
LOL
Cmoka pa-pa ;-)

p.s. there was some German guy here and i was brushing my Deutche a bit and i have to say he was impressed...lol Although i really don't know the half i did....boooo i suck...lol